back to work

im back to work again tomorrow. i'll be seeing the same old faces again and im back with the same old routine. i know ill be back with a lot of job waiting for me.still im thankful to God i have a stable job that allows me to sustain all my "luho".its not that im lazy to go back to work its just that i think im not yet ready to face him.i can still feel the hurt im afraid that the it may become worse if i'll be seeing him.im in my weakest at this point in time i dont know how to stop the hurtin.i need a LOT of SPACE and TIME.if i could only disappear or wake up one day with amnesia just to get rid with all of these.well,good luck to me tomorrow.